Friday, July 30, 2010

అనుసృజన (హిందీ కవిత)




చీకటితో పోరాడటానికి స్వప్నం తప్పనిసరి



- విశ్వరంజన్



సగం తెరచిన కిటికీ నుండి తొంగిచూస్తున్న చీకటి
టేబుల్ పై ల్యాంపు వెలుతురు మరచినట్టు కూచుంది
ముడుచుకు పోయిన గుండ్రటి చిన్న పచ్చటి సూర్యునిలా
తెరచిన పుస్తకపు పటపటలాడుతున్న పేజీలు
ఎవరూ లేరు నేడిక్కడ
ఎందుకు ?

సాయంత్రం సూర్యుడు దాక్కుంటాడు
హృదయపు నల్లటి ఆకాశంలో
గడ్డి పసుపుదై పోతుంది చివరి వెలుతుర్లో
మరణాసన్నమైన ఆకులు చివరిమాట చెబుతాయి బహుశా
గాలి బరువెక్కి తొంగిచూస్తుంది సగం తెరచిన కిటికీ నుండి
టేబుల్ పై ల్యాంపు వెలుతుకు పరచుకొంటుంది
తెరచిన పుస్తకపు పేజీలు పటపటలాడుతాయి
అంతే ఇక్కడ ఎప్పుడూ ఏమీ కాదనిపిస్తుంది

ఇదంతా తెలిసికూడా
నేను ఓటమిని ఒప్పుకోను
నా పిల్లలకు అప్సరసల కథలు చెబుతాను నేను
వారిని అప్సరసల లోకాల్లో విహరింపజేస్తాను
వారికి క్రొత్త వెలుగును చూపిస్తాను
క్రొత్త పూల గుంపు
వారి మనసుల్లో నింపుతాను
ఒక సరికొత్త నగరపు
పునాదులు వేస్తాను వారిలో
వారి కళ్ళలో స్వప్నాన్ని పుట్టిస్తాను

నాకు తెలుసు
చీకటితో పోరాడటానికి
ఒక క్రొత్త స్వప్నం తప్పనిసరియని

(హిందీ మూలం – విశ్వరంజన్ - తెలుగు అనువాదం – డా।। సి. జయ శంకర బాబు)

Thursday, July 22, 2010

కథానిక - "should it always start with a title ?? "

"should it always start with a title ?? "
...far away..very far....fr'm the crazy stuffs whic peopl termed "fashion" ;) ;)tooo away fr'm early traffic ..rules.. blonds..pubs...partying....which jus reamain's a-----------[eva seen future]
swweeetesst tones birds made; rather digitals and fones...threatenin were the thunderinnz...rather explosives nd bulletings
a marvelllouz strech of land..water.. cloudz..temple bells aloud ..flowers flooring the streets...mountains gaurding them all falls flowin down, so clear....so pure lik the hearts of those living there..the peopl were taught to LOVE...to love deep and TRUE !! guess these are the places rightly calle'd "heavn on earth"
there resides our hero...( hopefully)a restless naughty brat !!wandering aimless... nothing to carry in heart.. simple.. more a lazy one..lazy even to tie his lace...self,,
and yea..our lady...(a hero- definitely)younger to him.. still..cleverand smart enough to tie his lace aswel ;)
is she A cute tiny barbie ?? a dollyy ...like we'd see in the malls with a twinkle in smile and spark in eyes ...so attractive..luks like her life has'nt got anything to hurt herfor those eyes had nvr known to cry ..evr since it started seeing her own peopl..
neighbour's dey were...obvious..the festivals..celebrationz..were all..made together ..sharing not jus time,,, but deep LOVE within they rome around soo much.. none to whom they have to giv reasons for..hands in hand...fr'm childhood till now..the grip..probably the bond of "UNSAID LOVE ".. kept dem cheerful when together...all the times.there would for sure be no sand grain one could spotwher their foot hasnt been laid upon..
butterflin around..with laughter..no sign of regrets.. no egoes..no hard feelin.. no second toughtz..is'nt that called a real lively LIFE !!
when u have sum1 by ur sidewhom u can strongly rely upon...so much.. that.. u cud let ur heart open,, so open.. that..ur almost givin them yourself fullly...u mite nt knw.. if it wil feel hurt...bear pain ...get burnt.. or even go broken pieces...the heart feellls too lite when with t rite ONE thats the moment ur life is fulll nd WORTH LIVING!!
if u'have found sumone filling ur heart fullly with jus being themself.. being the TRUE true self ..u think a single life is sufficient ??definitely we would neeeeed hundreds of rebirth..
TIME changes...we no.. PEOPLE change with time u no??
now its the times turn ..the guy is ready to leav..leav his plac and get far..for his job.. his earnin.
the day has cum..whic makes him.. feeel sad..for the first time... havin her in his life..for she has got,,,, so much into him..it makes him harder to leav the place...places wher they had the best part of their lives..
he has to leav the place... jus with memories to be taken.. comes our cute gal... wit a simpl plastic made ring for a token of love..the guy..said to himself he would definitely"save it for her...durin their marriage"
fate is takin them apart..for the gal is younger to be send out home... for job..had only she'd gone..ther would hav been a different way i narrate the same..
even the most beautiful butterflyhad to undergo a metamorphosisbefor it cud fly.
he moves to the train..whic is gonna take him away..away fr'm his own peopl.. fr'm his place... his very own LOVE..waving her a bye..until she disappears fr'm his sight..now.. the guy is... leavin th heavenheading far... to the place.. whic jus has lotza hot lippzz..nt sure how true they smile at
the train.. moves faster..his heart even makes him think.. if he should jumpout to reach her.. hug her and promise to get back//but.. sumthing made his mind...stay calm ,,
their love has always beeen within...silentthey never spoke about it...to any one or even among themself..anyways..not an issue "shoud it be told always.. is'nt it enough if its felt ??"
the guy tired of thinkin..almost falls asleep,,,after a while..half asleep.. to his eyes appears an angel !!!nt bein sure if its live or inner dreamz..he stands and reaches for her handz...
"ther comes a twist !! guys bein generous.. lend hands to many gals possibl ;)its atlast de gals.. goin hurt..who streched her hand hoping a firm long grip..jus lik her dad'z "
the gal was suppose to be a co=worker.. same place he's headin to make his earningthe gal is jus opposite.... of our cute vilag dolllee!the guy finds somethin...somethin so attractiv and special in her,, be it her blond... or piercin or de lipgloss ..or even the hardly worn clothesLord knows.. whic makes him go crazy about a gal at the very first sighta typical fashion u could see in her!!
now the guy could understnd why...why..his heart never wanna expres the love to thr villag dolly !!the new angel.. was'nt much into his life yet..but.. will be..very soooonn...
a train ,brings lots of twist in many tales,..stoping at thier station..they went on...room..office..work..rest.. things.. went on..
went on his relation welll wit his angel..went off his relation wit his old dolly..for the cute vilag dolly would hardly know all these happenings..
years later... he returns to his place..earning so... much .. much...to buy several rich rings.. for the villag dollly..!!but lost the love he had for her.. which makes the rings worthlessthan the plastic one..filled wth jus LOVE he was so sure of hurting his dollyy..b'cos he has to now go tell her ,,that ther is another gal.. in the place where she was to be//
once it was the same place he hardly wanted to leav..now// the same place feels too bad to return
falling in LOVE is juz matter of secondsto express LOVE is not too hard...to fail in LOVE is harder..to feeeel rejected the hardest ..
how would it be// to hear..fr'm the loved one..when the love has gone...perhaps replaced by another ??? the gal has to giv an answer to end al this..
hearing fr'm the very same lipswhic she was expectin.. to be asked about marriage..she had to hear...all the changes time had made in him....though it was not promised by him earlier.to be her MAN.
feelings that once felt.. could not be held longer or frozen..
now did she blame him ..or felt the broken heart? hurt heart ?? or burnt??? ..... nopee....
its jus lik the guy.. stole her heart nd lost..it in the train... not findin the same again.. mistook the other for his sweeet heart..
the dolly dint weep..as lik said...she had never known to cry ..or go broken..,, 'cos she is aware that her LOVE is happee ..and can stil keeep her LOVE within her ..may be never expressing it.. anymore..
LOVE is not jus to hav the person with us..longer..but..havin those memories longer.. deeper..its to stay happy letting our loved onse their way..to decid... their happy livin....even if not with us ..
the gal told herself.. herself...it said " any'ng is fair in LOVE n war "
" anythin fair ..in LOVE nd war... is'int this title gud enough ?? "
----arthi ;)